I HATE YOU ''FARIHIN''

Aku tak tahu ape yang tak puas hati. SUMPAH! Aku tengok perangai kau puns aku dah naik MUAK! Kau tahu tak? Yang masa kau couple nan Bari, abang aku dah mula ADD kau. Then kau bergembira nan abang aku. Boyfie kau? Kau buat dia macam TIANG kau tahu? Then, time kau dah SINGLE. Abang aku puns minx couple kan? Dah tuh kau ACCEPT kan? But now, ayat kau. '' Dulu sape yang minx couple? Abang kau kan? '' Tuh lah ayat kau, nampak sangat kau tk IKHLAS couple nan abang aku kan? Couple suka suki ke? Or what else?! SHIT! Perangai kau sepesen macam MONKEY kay! Sebab, kau punya CINTA adalah CINTA MONKEY kay! SIAL BETUL lah kau ney kan?! Now aku terpaksa jujur dengan kau! 

Kau tahu tak, yang masa abang aku kawan nan kau sampai kah couple sekarang aku tak msg kau sbb aku tk suka kau, and aku perhatikan style kau. Kau belagak kaya kan? Ramai lagi orang panggil aku orang kaya (but bukan nk showw off macam kau) aku ACCEPT sajee. Tapi tk ah macam kau kan? Abang aku ckp pasal dia nk pergi Thailand, kau OVER BAGAI terus ke New Zealand. Ape kejadah? Then kau ckp kau tk suka Korean, style dorg, ckpan dorg. But your FB ada '' KNOWS ENGLISH MALAY CHINESE KOREA '' Apee tuh weh? School : Singapore Chinese Girl's School, ape kebodoh kau ney? Aku ada darah daging '' Singapore, Mat salleh, Korean, Japan & Chinese '' puns tk yea2 cam kau right? Nampak sangat SS bodoh! Bangsat punya BETINA! Cuba kau call kau aku, aku nak kau speak semua bahasa yg kau type kt FB tuh? Amacam? Aku boleh jea, sbb keturunan. Kalau kau? HARAM JADAH! Bdk BBU dah bajet macam Singaporean Girls pulak! Aku kalau jumpee kau, SWEAR TO GOD! Aku akan maki2 and belasah kau. Kau ingat aku baik sikit aku lyn kerenah kau? Puihhh~ Waste my time jea right? Kau ingat aku form1 kau form2 kau nk lawan aku, kau bikin aku FEAR AH SANGAT? Kau nak speak English Chinese Korean? English tk kesa ah. Tapi Chinese and Korean, gerenti TRANSLATE right? SWEAR! Aku pandai sikit2 ckp cegituh. Kau tuh. Taikk jea lebih! Weh BITCH! Kau couple nan abang aku semata-mata nk HOT? Sbb kau nampak picture or album aku ramai orang LIKE? That's why kau TAGGIN' semua name bebudak FB kt picture merapu kau tuh kan? Eeee, please ah weh. Jangan macam orang gila sangat! Kau suruh abang aku JANGAN BAGI TAHU PASAL BLOG KAU? Do I Care?! Wo Renwei Ni Shi Fengzi -,- Sencimping girl! Happy Reading Dude! Kbye Stupid BITCH! ;')

Missing You

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.

I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.

If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.

And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.

I have waited for you for 2 years and I will wait for you for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.

Can miles truly separate you..? If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?

You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.

I wish that I could hold you now. I wish that I could touch you now. I wish that I could talk to you... be with you somehow.

Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle... rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

Just because I moved on doesn't mean I won't be here if you change your mind.

Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself. everything is.

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.
I don't miss you: I miss the person I thought you were.

I'd be happy to come back to you... except it was you that went away.

I think its time I let you go.  and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.

Good-bye's make you think. They make you realize what you've had and what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.

Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.

Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.

Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.

July 16 2011 - Tired + Happy

                                                     
16072011 >< I feel so tired todayy :\ I need to relax but my brother kinda CRAZY BOYYY -,- So, how? He like to DISTURB-ING mee! Grrr =_='' I need to sleep. But, my eyes don't want to close. Sesiapa mau teman saya? :D I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE ME HAPPY todayy ♥ So, pleaseee! Cewahh, #Tahap gilaa dah nii --' Well, saya just duduk sorang2 di bilik dgn gangguan abang saya tuh ^^ Dia sebokk jea. Tapi, takpe. Lagipun, best jejalan nan FARMEE & MOMMY~ Kitorang pergi DIGI, MAXIS & CELCOME. Tgk phonee. Ni calon2 nak tukar Touch Phone neyy. Touch phone yg ade cm gilaa --' Tapi, ibu kata kalau nak pakai, pakai SAMSUNG OBTIMUS BLACK dulu. Abang pakai IPAD dulu. Kalau nak LAPPY & IPHONE, nanti mommy & daddy beli. Tapi, kena BELAJAR RERAJIN k  ♥♥♥ 

14 July 2011, Belia Suka Mem-Buli Cikgu

Hari Khamis. Hari yg membahagiakan hidup aku and geng aku ( Syirawawachumiee'L Generation/ SYCM Generation ) Selepas cikgu Faizal bagi buku contoh untuk Kerja Kursu Geo. Cikgu kata "Buat kerja sndiri" Kite orang ape lagi. Pergi kumpol kt blakang sekali. Buat kerja gilagila punye~ Pikachu, Raudatul & Syira maen tarik kerusi bile dorang tgh duduk. Pikachu tertonggeng ;D Hhaha, gila dorang buat. Aku maen minyak wangi kt dlm class and also powder. Kite maen make-up2 :)) Cikgu tk mrh. Tp, jgn terkantoi dgn C.SJ xD Nanti diaa membebel nan kite orang. Tuh yg aku benci. Well, kite orang dah mcm adek beradek dahhh :) Tuh yg suka gilagila tuhh <3 But, lastly kite orang BULI cikgu Faizal ;D Cikgu kate jgn keluar class kite org keluar jugak. Cikgu tk kasi pergi tandas tanpa baju warna HIJAU. Tapi, kite org amek baju tuh. And, buat maen xD Hhaha, kesian cikgu melayan anak2 murid yg SENGET gergela cm kite org :) Well, hari ini 15 July kami kacau lagi :)) Hee~